I don't know why you did it. I least expected you.
When I first heard the news, I couldn't believe it. Some part of me insisted on believing that all this was one sick joke. It couldn't be possible.
Seeing you lying there, I still couldn't believe it. That you, the born fighter would resort to this. I promised myself to hold the tears, it was impossible.
I would always remember you, the entire school holidays and most weekends spent in your company. I was supposed to see you this Sunday but I guess I never will.
Seeing Kimmi and Ben, I wanted so badly to say something. When I was just sitting there with Ben, I couldn't find the words cause I knew I would break and he would have to console me instead.
I hope the tears run dry by tonight cause I don't want them around tomorrow when I say my last farewell.
If it hurts me so much, I cannot imagine the amount of agony all of you are going through. My heart goes out to you.